uh, huh!

so… i know i’m fortunate, i’ve accomplishied at least a few things in my life so far. i do what i love but sometimes… sometimes…

"night time is when the days heavy… feel alone & you want somebody…"

laying alone in bed listening to a mix of slow jams wondering what’s to come in life & love. part of my heart is still trying to heal from the last time i fell in love… see for me, it doesn’t happen that often, so it still hurts… no matter what you do, try something new, try not to think about, try to get lost in work… it works momentarily but times like this it creeps back in…

some people i know are more resilient when it comes to love… i admire that in them, the ability to love again openly without worrying about getting hurt again…

beyond love, there’s work… an arduous task… and being filipino in this world is damned near impossible… so for me to have the success i’ve experienced so far, believe me, i know i’m fortunate & i also know how hard i’ve worked and all the things i’ve sacrificed in my life to achieve my goals. sometimes you just want to do good work and it seems like no one will let you, it can almost drive you crazy…

so as an almost accomplished young woman i look forward with hope that life & love have good things in store for me… the perfect role… the perfect man…

who knows… but the perfect song is playing right now, brings a smile to my face & reminds me that it’s all going to work out… it always does…

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